Confused Spectator

Sick Day, Bad Day....Still Don't know what to say....

Have you ever wondered what happens when....suddenly....things start happening in a wrong way....or each day you get an indication...that you are actually moving towards a wrong direction....

But ahhhhhh......when we do something...we don't listen to others...we don't care what people say...or have an opinion about whatever we have been doing.....we just want to do it..anyhow....
Anyways....somebody has rightly said,"We learn from our mistakes" but I am just wondering...as to how many mistakes do we want to do in life so that we can learn...can't we use our minds at just one go...and sort things out....but no....human tendency.....is all about doing things, that others ask us not to do.....

I am sure...everybody remembers the story of Adam and Eve.....how the whole concept of life came in existence.....God said...don't eat that fruit......but...we humans.....why shall we listen to anyone...obviously we do,whatever we want to...and so, rest is the history...
Same happened with me...people said....no, Neeti...don't go there...and don't do that......maine kahaan mananaa tha.......I did,whatever i wanted to do....and people got a chance to screw things for me...and thats what they did.....No point in blaming them completely....because even i kept my eyes closed....now, I have opened them....ready to see things in a different way...may be it take some time to get things....back in action...but I have really learn a lesson of my life.....that "Never trust anyone, without inquiring properly....and also realized the truth that...every good looking man is not always right/intelligent...."
Ok,lets not get into the details......

And lets get back to work....!!!!!!
Something good will happen again.....very soon....


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