Confused Spectator

I want to fight.....Fight for myself...

May be we all have the right to say and do whatever we want, but not necessarily we get it. But yeah, randomly we come across such people, from whom you get the positive vibes, an inspiration, a motivation to move on....

I will not say that,I ve neva found such people in my life, but for last few dayz, I have seen, or rather realized that the number of people, who have been influencing my life have increased.

Initially their were only few people, I considered as my mentor. But as I ve been interacting with loads of people, since June, it is a surprising fact, that I have encountered more and more people, who can bear me, my thoughts, my ideas, and almost anything and everything I try to do....

But then somewhere down the line,I think one should walk alone, coz only then you realize about what is wrong and what is right. May be their are people, who will help you, or who want to listen to what you say but the best thing to do is to sit alone, have conversation with yourself, judge yourself, it is just another way to know yourself more.

Today, randomly I had a conversation with a friend of mine, and the conclusion we can draw was more confusing and nonsense, may be each is too caring, too decisive but I still believe that no one has given the rights to take decision for others, for you or for me. Then why do they do that??

All the random conversations usually leads us to a confusing situation, may be that a reason, we want to fight......fight for ourselves, fight for wisdom, and also end up fighting with ourselves.....may be people, ll find it stupid as to how can you with you...but trust me, its the easiest and the simplest thing anyone can do, without troubling others. That what we call self realization, some people realize it after committing something, some figure it out,just like that..

So now it my turn to realize thing...lets see how I come to a conclusion, that too...what it will be.Just praying for everything to be good and stable.
:) :) :) :) :).....!!!!!!!!!!!