Possible reasons could be boredom, monotony, or just random weird thoughts.
None of the above cases apply in this case, only an intention to be a better, healthy and productive human being. But is that too much to ask for, for some "no"
But for a few people like me, the answer is "yes".
The only thing I lack is a zeal to do something...I am one of the people who wait for the last minute for something to happen, then will react... Everyday,I get up with a guilt of not doing so many things, that I could do, and the list is endless.
But is there something, I am doing about it, no..I can't sleep in the nights, unhealthy lifestyle, everything that should not be done is happening.but I can't get out of this, day after day, month after month, year after year, resolutions are made. And like people say, promises are meant to be broken...I keep breaking them on a daily basis.
To keep myself guilt free, there is a game that can be played too, that's called "blame game". But who to blame is also a question needs to be asked, every now and then.
I still need to focus on my self, lots of things need attention right now, but when will that happen... no-one knows.
I wish, I could start now, and I want to and I believe I will do.
Unable to comprehend whether it will be a new beginning or just some alterations.
Till then.....
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