Monday, July 21, 2008

Random Things....


Have you ever wondered...what happens when people ask you to do something specially.....Or to read or go through something....stupid..you don't feel like doing it at all...

This is what I am going through, the other day one of my Ibibo friend asked me to start writing about whatever I do in the entire day, or about my job profile which include E-marketing and Language Training. That night while going to bed I decided that for sure from tomorrow I will do that,at least start writing about anonymous thing, obviously thats what I want to do, get into writing...start writing whatever I can...and encourage immature writers like me to go ahead...and jot down whatever they have in their mind.....

But already 3dayz has gone...ask me what have I done....I will say.."nothing"....just started another blog...something formal...Where I can write....about the professional things I do, anyways, If you feel like reading...what random stuff I write....you can check it here....I know,its not gonna interest you that much...but it includes what I really feel and think about almost everything in this world...

And now I am sure ,when I said...I want to write about E-marketing thing and all.....you want to know what I do..well...I work...actually I try to work....people decide in the morning about all the things they plan to do in the day...but I plan almost one night before...and end up doing nothing....everyday...because I complete everything dreams...so, find it difficult to do the whole thing again...(in reality)....I know its funny....but that how I work...

These days...I am reading too much to understand the Indo US Nuclear Deal(123 Agreement)..... Well, for sure...if I will be able to understand the whole story..I will definitely...let everyone know about it...

Oh...How can I forget about the one thing....which..all should know....my ibibo friends writes very well......And this time he has promised me that he ll write something...or let me be clear and specific....that he will write a poem on me.....Ahhhhh......what a good feeling....I am sure..every girl wants someone to write a poem for them....and I have no question about,the testimonial thing that has been started was because,some girl might have asked her boyfriend to write something about her.....you see,we women are obsessed.....obsessed about ourselves..

And finally I have been able to convince one of friend to start reading..and I will soon get a chance to read what he writes..interesting...I just can't wait for so many good things to happen..
wondering....what is more important in life.....the random life we live or wasting almost everyday just to do something extra......atleast random things...bring more happiness...small things....might bring...big happiness...

Nothing else to say or share....
Will come up..with another random post again....

Bbye...
:)

Saturday, July 19, 2008



I want to fight.....Fight for myself...


May be we all have the right to say and do whatever we want, but not necessarily we get it. But yeah, randomly we come across such people, from whom you get the positive vibes, an inspiration, a motivation to move on....


I will not say that,I ve neva found such people in my life, but for last few dayz, I have seen, or rather realized that the number of people, who have been influencing my life have increased.


Initially their were only few people, I considered as my mentor. But as I ve been interacting with loads of people, since June, it is a surprising fact, that I have encountered more and more people, who can bear me, my thoughts, my ideas, and almost anything and everything I try to do....


But then somewhere down the line,I think one should walk alone, coz only then you realize about what is wrong and what is right. May be their are people, who will help you, or who want to listen to what you say but the best thing to do is to sit alone, have conversation with yourself, judge yourself, it is just another way to know yourself more.


Today, randomly I had a conversation with a friend of mine, and the conclusion we can draw was more confusing and nonsense, may be each is too caring, too decisive but I still believe that no one has given the rights to take decision for others, for you or for me. Then why do they do that??


All the random conversations usually leads us to a confusing situation, may be that a reason, we want to fight......fight for ourselves, fight for wisdom, and also end up fighting with ourselves.....may be people, ll find it stupid as to how can you with you...but trust me, its the easiest and the simplest thing anyone can do, without troubling others. That what we call self realization, some people realize it after committing something, some figure it out,just like that..


So now it my turn to realize thing...lets see how I come to a conclusion, that too...what it will be.Just praying for everything to be good and stable.
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Wednesday, July 16, 2008


Sick Day, Bad Day....Still Don't know what to say....

Have you ever wondered what happens when....suddenly....things start happening in a wrong way....or each day you get an indication...that you are actually moving towards a wrong direction....

But ahhhhhh......when we do something...we don't listen to others...we don't care what people say...or have an opinion about whatever we have been doing.....we just want to do it..anyhow....
Anyways....somebody has rightly said,"We learn from our mistakes" but I am just wondering...as to how many mistakes do we want to do in life so that we can learn...can't we use our minds at just one go...and sort things out....but no....human tendency.....is all about doing things, that others ask us not to do.....

I am sure...everybody remembers the story of Adam and Eve.....how the whole concept of life came in existence.....God said...don't eat that fruit......but...we humans.....why shall we listen to anyone...obviously we do,whatever we want to...and so, rest is the history...
Same happened with me...people said....no, Neeti...don't go there...and don't do that......maine kahaan mananaa tha.......I did,whatever i wanted to do....and people got a chance to screw things for me...and thats what they did.....No point in blaming them completely....because even i kept my eyes closed....now, I have opened them....ready to see things in a different way...may be it take some time to get things....back in action...but I have really learn a lesson of my life.....that "Never trust anyone, without inquiring properly....and also realized the truth that...every good looking man is not always right/intelligent...."
Ok,lets not get into the details......

And lets get back to work....!!!!!!
Something good will happen again.....very soon....


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