Confused Spectator

Everything Will Be ok!!!!!!
After devoting long hours, figuring out strategies of SEO (search engine optimization) page rank, online marketing, viral marketing, adsense, adword, etc etc etc........now we are waiting for our portal,www.yomacha.com, to get launched. The one thing, we have been doing for long.....is waiting...I don't know much about the technical side....but it seems as if it has really became a incumbrance for the tech guys.....so they handled it,lil brutally...and now finally have handed ova to us...(trust me,m serious about it,thrz no flamboyance)
Now the whole thing will start agn,our own tech guy, ll be handling it...he ll be helping us,in adding certain things to it,etc etc etc...i shuldn't be discussing abt it,now coz itz still in the testing phase....so people,let it get launched....m sure we ll manage to make it,on the top of the list.
But, deep within I am thinking about it,in a different prospective...I or me.....from a commerce background, worked with genpact fr three years(international call centre)....thn joined patrika.....was supposed to work fr event mngemnt team,but ended up working wid branding and business development part of it.....now doing Online marketing and web promotion thing.......for a new company,a joint venture.(Aj,thats what I ve understood so far about my profile,if thrz anythin incorrect or superfluous....please excuse me)
Actually my only area of concern, is that what I am supposed to do.......I ve never been a marketing girl......never evn thought of it...for that matter.....i was just lucky,i got an opportunity to work wid patrika...
But m confused(believe me,itz not taradiddle)......when it comes to deciding about what i shuld do,or what i shuld be doing.....i really dn't know...whom to ask....
At times,i think,my dad's right,if i would ve done MBA,atlst i would ve got sme lakhs job,with big company name n all....but thr was smthin tht alwys stopped me frm going for it...i always wntd to do,smething of my own, I wantd to b an event manager,but dint go fr it....thn i joined genpact...but after 3yrs...i realised,tht it was nt my cup of tea...i know i realised it,lil late...but nw cn't help it...dn't wana regret abt it,coz atlst i ve learn't many things thr....atlst,one major thing is, Me....i changed alot,all the people who know me, that accept the fact....(but m still confused.....lolzzzzz.....)
Whateva it may be now.....the only thing is,whteva I am doing i wnt to gve my 100%,and also,dont want to circumscribe myself, want to do and know,as much is possible.....
M sure,my mentors are going to help me,in understanding not only personal matters but also business deals, for that matter overall business development........including branding,promotion, marketing(and also for training and develoment as well,how can forget about it).....and small small things like HR issues, inventory,paper work,etc etc etc.......
I hope everything goes well for me.......in the coming future........atleast I wish to achieve something in life(people dnt ask me what that something is.....hehehhehehehe..but m sure I ll....)
Itz just the time,who is playin wid me.....but,I know my day will come........and Everything will be Ok!!!!!!!!!!!!