Random!!!!!!!!!!Feeling demented....people who know me,they say there is nothin new to it....I am alwys crazy n mad, actually insane...and also they say i am talkitive.....
sometimes i think, m i really like that or, i try to be smething else,just pretendin to b different me...I still remember whn i came to jaipur, i just had one aim...that i ve to go back to delhi...dont wana stay here,wanted to be with my friends,and dont knw,but thr was smthin i never liked about this place(dont ask me now about it,coz even i dnt remember what was that....)(sigh!)...but dnt knw what happened...m still here....now dont wana leave this place.....
thrz smthin that is withholding me....the reson could be the people i ve met,or the things i ve done so far...may be they were of no or very small relevance..but still i wana count those....atlst meeting people is somethin i wana count...
Learnt alot from them....may be nothin professional,but did learn about life,how to survive...how to be happy,even when you are really not. Hw to be someone else,despite of being what you are,n all other random affairs.
May be,itz a part of life.
Now again after such a long time,again i am going through the same phase of deciding what to do in life....but yeah,there is one thing for sure.......
I am waiting for something big to happen so that i can braggart and also can rule the macrocosm.....
I can feel some positve vibes around me.....or...may be i want to feel like that,but whateva it is...i am happy and alwys want to b happy....for that matter,even want people around me to be happy....
waise toh this not practically possible.....coz i can't hold myself when it comes to irritating people....I dont know when i ve become like that...but now i enjoy it....and also...i talk too much....completely philosophical i ve become......can give gyan to anyone and everyone,about anything and everything.
Just feeling little nasty about being so random, can't figure out abhi.....what will do next.....
now that too much about me......that too random...
but people,dont worry...very soon ll come up with something interesting.......for sure.
may be sme good issue, good people.....
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