First day of School

It is difficult to decipher what is more tiresome. Dealing with kids on a day to day basis or dealing with their firsts. First food, first step, first word, first wound or first day at school.

And first day at school can never be just one day, I guess, for one full month it is always first day at school. The idea to see a child cry every morning is overwhelming and no-one can binge watch it, it is not only heart breaking but also comes on the nerves

That everyday struggle for five more minutes of sleep, to five more minutes of play, to five more minutes with mumma is mind boggling.

But does it end well? Well, once done, it is done.

New beginning, or just an alteration

Why would anyone want a new beginning, if they are happy with the existing ones..

Possible reasons could be boredom, monotony, or just random weird thoughts.

None of the above cases apply in this case, only an intention to be a better, healthy and productive human being. But is that too much to ask for, for some "no"

But for a few people like me, the answer is "yes".

The only thing I lack is a zeal to do something...I am one of the people who wait for the last minute for something to happen, then will react... Everyday,I get up with a guilt of not doing so many things, that I could do, and the list is endless.

But is there something, I am doing about it, no..I can't sleep in the nights, unhealthy lifestyle, everything that should not be done is happening.but I can't get out of this, day after day, month after month, year after year, resolutions are made. And like people say, promises are meant to be broken...I keep breaking them on a daily basis.

To keep myself guilt free, there is a game that can be played too, that's called "blame game". But who to blame is also a question needs to be asked, every now and then.

I still need to focus on my self, lots of things need attention right now, but when will that happen... no-one knows.

I wish, I could start now, and I want to and I believe I will do.

Unable to comprehend whether it will be a new beginning or just some alterations.

Till then.....

Mistakes and learnings

There are three kind of people in this world, first those who learn from others' mistakes, second those who make mistakes on their own and learn, and third are the one who do not learn from mistakes (neither others' nor theirs').
And third category is what I fit in, seriously, everytime its a new mistake and a new learning...and again a mistake and a learning.....and a mistake and a learning....but it doesn't seem to end...nor the learning happens. It is like falling in one pit, coming out...then falling in another and the other and it goes on and on and on.....

And then such people are called idiots, (don't believe me, google it...seriously!!!!)
Anyways, is it because we are pre-occupied with work, or rather have loads of things to finish..or its just immaturity...i call it immaturity... Rather, we are so engrossed in ourselves that we end up doing things the other way round....(now thats the reaction we make and get when a mistake happens, and is confessed)

It reminds me of an incident happened very recently, so a friend of mine had applied for some document he wanted desperately, and for the same some verification was required, so he assigned this most important task to handle the verification call it his best friend... days went by nothing happened. And suddenly one day this friend's friend get a call, which gets screwed up as she was deeply engrossed in her thoughts leading to failure of the verification and the document was cancelled... now, this was one of the incidents, and I am serious i am not not talking about this one major f**k up, there have been many more, pretty frequent ones...but it seems somebody doesn't seem to learn
Now, the problem arises of saying sorry, but would it help, is the real tough question...sometimes sorry works, a lot of times it does not...as once done is done...words once said are said, now can't be taken back...

So, can it come to an end, i guess no....still hopes are there, and still we believe....people will change...ll learn fro their mistakes...one day..
and that "one day" will come very soon.....very very soon....


PS: That's what others can learn....

Strategic Changes....!!!!!

One thing said or done differently can change lives, a chessman, be it a soldier or any other chessman, it can change the entire direction of the game of Chess.. So do or moves and decisions or probably the Strategies.

Wondering new year began with certain strategic changes... with my decision of not being committed anymore to starting the new year with new plans. Though, the year still has certain glimpse of the last year trauma, but we are hopeful that things will be ok this year...

Was just thinking and realized that not only us, but also has certain strategies for us, as we have such weird weather I have never seen in years. Its nothing but minimum temperature of 2.7degrees in Jaipur, which is unexpected and unbelievable and the kind of person I am, I can't resist it, as I hate winters, except the food part of the story... A lot of varieties in food is made in this season, and not only that you can also enjoy things like a cup of tea in the real sense. A lot more things to relish in this chilly winters. Though, that is not something I am looking forward to talk about, yet I believe it is natures strategy only to have a healthy and tasteful season.

If we talk about our strategy for the new year, then we haven't planned any thing yet, and our best strategy or principle is, "No plan is the best plan." And this principle works for us in the best possible way, we partied on the new year eve without planning about it. Working on certain projects without deciding about them. Though I forgot to mention the accident that I met with two days ago, obviously, I did not plan for it, and trust me nobody does. Who wants to meet with an accident, but yes, would like to thank god, that I did not get hurt a lot. Just a sprained wrist (right hand) and a small cut on the right side of the forehead. But I really am thankful, that it wasn't a crowded road, not many vehicles and people were there, otherwise, would have gone much long.....(this feeling still makes me scared, and I don't know how well will I be able to drive again....)

I guess, we were talking about the Strategic Changes, but don't think haven't discussed any.. still I believe having the feeling of strategies makes me nostalgic. It takes me back to the days when I used to follow certain strategies myself...but after a certain period of time I realized, that they don't work for me....what works for me, is, "Carpediem"....so that's what I am doing now, enjoying my present.... and yeah, one more thing I have just analysed. I do work on Logics now, I guess somebody will be happy reading this. Although, I am not very sure, as to, how long I will follow these logics or rules, etc. but they do exist, thats one thing I am very sure of, they do work like a strategy if used or implemented properly.

So, finally the strategic changes are simply the routinized things that happens in ones life, hoping for the best ahead.

Adios... :) :) :)

Just being normal.....

Finally its the end of this year...2009....

don't know whether to regret about the things that have happened, or to be happy about them.... Can't explain the way this year has passed.....with a lot of good memories and bad too......

All I am looking forward is a Good, Refreshing and Tension free 2010.....so that I can be Happy....

Nothing much to write...still thinking about the New Year Resolutions...but don't think, ll be able to take any....and any which way, I knw...the promises never retain...as they are meant to be broken.....

Finally, the conclusion is.....

"NO PLAN IS THE BEST PLAN, AND NO RESOLUTION SEEMS TO BE A BEST RESOLUTION..."

Wishing all my friends and well wishers a happy and prosperous New Year......

Enjoy...!!!!

As the year has passed, hope all my worries and problems will also go away, forever.......as I am just trying to be NORMAL......

Twitter, Twitter everywhere....

Twitter, Twitter everywhere....

But no one else could tweet...

Thats the slogan,gonna be famous soon, wana know why....

Today, when I tried to check my twitter account...the page popped up, which said," Twitter Over Capacity"..

Too many tweets at the moment, please wait and try again later..!!!!!

God, what is happening to the people....and the website owners too.......

Newys, its not just about twitter, its about every other social networking website.....

But then, I am not here to cry about it....but I just got shocked to see it...

So,thought to share...

what say...!!!!!!

Company Logo

Working on company website, developing content, also made a logo for the same....

Do comment...do let me know, what do you feel about it.