just thought of writing something,but really dont ve much to say.... just remembering the incident happened in the office today. it was not really an incident but yaa something of that sort...i still think that shall i talk to kapil,and remove the wall of misconceptions between us, lekin phir lagta hain, leave it, the way it is...... god might do something someday..
even today,amit was bit angry with me, ruma, and gaurav, specially with me... coz of me he became NI this month, par main kya karun it wasn't mi fault, we just asked nirupama to correct her mistake,aur mujhe usse phayada hua, tell me god, am I responsible for such things..........aur meri aur kapil ki ladayi bhi...didn't i tried to solve it, but thrs something called egoism,jo usme bahut jyada hain, highly obsessed with himself. And I too dont like ppl making fun of me. kya karun.
sometimes i feel thats thrs nothing i could do in my life.. koi goal set nahi hain, koi khushi nahi hain, except ROHIT... thanks for him,god. even m worried about my result pataa nahi aap kya chahte ho mujhse,m actually tired of studying, but aap nahi chahte ki aisa ho, thats fine with me, but help to karo, job bhi bahut gr8 nahi hain, m sick and tired of this fucking job, anyways, rohit ko bahut miss kar rahi hun, aaj 3din ho gaye hain hume mile, god ek din bhi nahi nikal sakti aur, pls help me...
pls life thodi si normal kardo, pls mere mom dad ko bhi thodi se man aur tan ki shanti do...
they want you to bless all of us,everyone...
plsssssssssssssss.